Oh yeah

I have a blog. My bad.

So I ended up just having a wicked cold. But it's gone now. J is back to normal. All is well in the world again.

Not much new to report, hence why I haven't posted anything lately. My medical records are on order so I will have those for the RE appointment (in 11 days! o_o) I need to discuss this with J, but I am seriously thinking a break cycle. The appointment is right around when I ovulated the last couple cycles, so we may just say fuck it and let this cycle go.

Though I am sure I have said that before and my CDO always ends up getting the best of me.

We don't have to share everything J.

Like say the swine flu for instance. I would have been perfectly content with him keeping that shit to himself. But no.

I am not fully convinced that is what I have, but I'm not going to rule it out. I have yet to get a fever. My main issue is the cough and upper chest congestion. I did start to feel like a bus hit me, but that went away pretty easily with a bath and some ibuprofen.

We'll see how I feel in the morning.

Noooo!

It's bad enough J is officially a statistic now with a confirmed case of H1N1. But now I am feeling like crap. How? He warned me that he was sick, we were cautious prior to go to the doctor, and even more so once we left there. So why am I getting sick damn it? Fucking bullshit.

The timing couldn't be worse. We have a big party planned for this weekend. If we are not both on the mend by Wednesday evening, that will be cancelled/postponed.

I'm also apparently fertile. We haven't had sex since...yeah. Sweet. Nothing like guaranteeing that RE appointment will be kept.

And I have a dentist appointment this week. I've already moved it once. I hate to do it again, but I don't see them being fans of working on the mouth of someone with the flu. Call me crazy, but I don't think they'd go for it.

And our audit is next week at work. Which means I need to get a bunch of other shit done this week so I don't fall behind on that.

Fuck me.

And now for the bad.

Today marks the beginning of month 24. That's right folks, 2 years. The majority of our married life has been trying, and fialing miserably, to have a child. Just wonderful. Could we be any luckier?

I did receive the packet from the RE today. It was the online forms that I figured it would be. I need to call my OB's office and get them to make a physical copy of my medical records. Yay. That should be fun. And thank God this should be covered by insurance because otherwise it would be $310. Yeah. (They whited out $325 and lowered it down to the current price. How gracious of them.)

36 days and counting. Maybe I'll get pregnant this month and we can cancel said appointment.


Do you need me to call for help? I am assuming you are laughing your ass off at that.