I knew I married this man for a reason.

I, for whatever reason, did not take the news well that the next step will be a laparoscopy in 2-3 months. Maybe it's because I am sure that will encompass one cycle. Maybe it's because I wanted something more aggressive. Maybe I am just off my rocker. Who knows. I had every intention of writing this post as an I Quit post. I was bawling the whole way home (fun when you have a 45 mile drive) and pretty much had the whole post written in my head.

Fortunately, DH intercepted me before I was able to get on. Why he has such a good outlook on this whole thing, I have no clue. He was very calm about it, and just kept reminding me that we have time, that there is still hope, there is a lot to be looked into yet. It's only 2 months that we have before we move on- we are eating better since I am trying to lose weight, I have lost weight, overall we have been taking better care of ourselves and should just give it time. Of course he knows that I am quite possibly the most impatient person on the planet, so he know it wouldn't sit well, but the fact that he has such a good outlook on it is helping. Damn him.

So now we wait 2-3 months. I am still contemplating a break from charting, but I have said that before and I doubt it will happen. I will just have to be patient. Someone give me a straightjacket.